The fact that I "scanned" my childhood very much the last 7-8 years seemed to be something that could make me feel disconnected from people that knew me back then.

But then I kept running specific proccesses, and at some point (after understanding, forgiving, re-forming, taking responsibility, etc.), I felt more connected to some of them than before; connected in a different way. Deeper way, I think.

At the same time, I felt more capable of standing on my own feet in many things.

So, I think that when this happens, it will definitely be an important point of my life, it won't pass by like something of a low value, but it won't make me feel that I cannot stand, etc.

That is, of course, my viewpoint now. I cannot be 100% about how I will react when it will be a reality.